The Devil on My Shoulder

There was a devil on my shoulder,,
he asked me,
     "Are you sure if you really love him?"
     "Are you sure if he is the great man for you?"

I imagined...
     If my first love will marry, -not me, the other girl,
     how do I feel?
     Maybe, I'll feel my heart being sick, but...
     I will think again,
     maybe he is not the right one for me.

I imagined...
     If my ex-boy will marry, -not me, the other girl,
     how do I feel?
     Maybe, I'll feel my heart being envy, but...
     I will think again,
     maybe my heart is gonna say, "it's okay!", to me.

I imagine, right now...
     If my recent love will marry, -not me, the other girl,
     how do I feel?
     Maybe, I will...
     I will stop thinking about it,
     I just want to hope that he will marry me.

I Miss It

Oooooooooooohhh Damn It!!!
I miss my creative writting skill
:'(

(The pictures are from 'The Perks of Being a Wallflower' Movie)