The Devil on My Shoulder

There was a devil on my shoulder,,
he asked me,
     "Are you sure if you really love him?"
     "Are you sure if he is the great man for you?"

I imagined...
     If my first love will marry, -not me, the other girl,
     how do I feel?
     Maybe, I'll feel my heart being sick, but...
     I will think again,
     maybe he is not the right one for me.

I imagined...
     If my ex-boy will marry, -not me, the other girl,
     how do I feel?
     Maybe, I'll feel my heart being envy, but...
     I will think again,
     maybe my heart is gonna say, "it's okay!", to me.

I imagine, right now...
     If my recent love will marry, -not me, the other girl,
     how do I feel?
     Maybe, I will...
     I will stop thinking about it,
     I just want to hope that he will marry me.

I Miss It

Oooooooooooohhh Damn It!!!
I miss my creative writting skill
:'(

(The pictures are from 'The Perks of Being a Wallflower' Movie)

Do Not Say You Cannot!

"She won't get off your back until you draw something. Anything. I bet you have some crazy stuff in that messed up little mind of yours." - Noelle, It's Kind of a Funny Story (2010)


Like she said, people always force others to do anything. Because the others will not do anything if they do not get a push by someone.
So, here it goes.
I will try to start writing from now on.
'^_^

What is Something that Describes You?

I am like a bird that has got trapped in the cage alone, with nobody who accompanies me. And all I can do is watching anything that I can see from the cage, seeing they walk back and forth in front of me, seeing they do anything that I cannot do, and even seeing they talk each other with sounds that I can hear and words that I cannot understand. Sometimes I need to talk with anybody but they never hear my words, I do not know whether it is because they do not want to hear me or they cannot hear me. So, I better say nothing. And sometimes, I struggle to go out from the cage in order to I can fly freely and can feel a freedom in my life. But I cannot, they always can make me coming back again.

So I am like 'a bird in the cage'. I always sing with my own sound to throw away my boredom. And let they treat me like they want to.

From Vices & Virtues album cover by Panic! At The Disco